11:03 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009
11:03 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Be the epitome of style at the party! Come decked in the ever popular range of Fred Perry attire and gain priority entrance.STYLISH @ ST JAMES POWER HOUSE
TUESDAY 8TH SEPTEMBER 2009
LETS COUNTDOWN FOR 09/09/09
HIP HOP/ R&B ALL NIGHT !
DOORS OPEN 9PM - 4AM
MIXED AGE PARTY !!!!(16&above)
Pre sale: S$23 Door sale: S$28
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Come decked in the ever popular range of Fred Perry attire and gain priority entrance.(Accessories not included)
Also stand a chance to win a full set of Fred Perry attire by coming in your best clothing.The best dressed dude and babe will walk away with the apparel.
Guys Dress code: Dress to impress, no Bermudas or sandals allowed.
Start Time: Tuesday, September 8, 2009 at 9:00pm
End Time: Wednesday, September 9, 2009 at 4:00am
Location: St James Power Station PowerHouse
Street: 3 SENTOSA GATEWAY SINGAPORE 098544
City/Town: Singapore,
call peggy(me) @ 9856-0121 for tickets ! :)
please help to spread around and enjoy the party !
5:24 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
peggy has changed to wordpress !
link me up ! (:
6:01 PM
-i want that love to come back-i'm still feeling unwell .
the pain is still there . damn it .
medication has no effect .
wasted boyf's♥ money ):
fuck the doctor laasss .
the pain is still there . damn it .
medication has no effect .
wasted boyf's♥ money ):
10am , i'm the only one awake at home .
cousin went out to work .
the pain woke me up .
did not have a good sleep at all the whole night .
the pain cause me to be in a bad bad mood .
i dont know when i will recover from this idiot gastric flu .
dont know how am i gonna spend my day .
guess boyf♥ is still sleeping .
yea , we had an arguement again yesterday .
sometimes , i really dont understand guys .(?)
i used to have it my way .
i dont care if they are angry anot .
i wont patch things up with them no matter what and etc .
but this time round ,
i really concede defeat .
i always wanted to patch things up with you after having an unessary quarrel .
i just cant ignore you for long .
argh , i CANT BLOG ANYMORE !
THAT PAIN IS UNBEARABLE !
NEH NEH NI NEH !!!!!
9:49 AM
Friday, June 19, 2009
I'M SO NOT IN A GOOD MOOD .!
FUCK THOSE ATTITUDES AND TEMPERS OF ME AND YOU !
I HATE GASTRIC FLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !~
7:57 PM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
- its purely love-
hellos people !
peggy did not go to school today again due to gastric pains .
went to see a doc ytd (: thanks boyf ♥!
had dinner ytd with sis , grandma , grandpa , uncle and aunt .
i ate only like one mouth of rice and nothing else .
feel like vomiting , but nothing came out .
feel tired . slpt throughout the dinner .
having gastric pains is a torture ! ):
but thank God ,
i am not feeling that bad compared to yesterday .
made something for boyf♥ just now .
not as nice as kermise one .
shall improve (:
gona have sakae sushi with boyf♥!
shall go prepare now .
boyf♥ wait for me dao fall asleep le .
just right beside me . hahas .
and i realise , boyf♥ look like la bi xiao xin !
2:36 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
-marriage ?-
peggy did not go to school today !
&& boyf♥ did not scold me (:
something is soso wrong with my tummy . ):
boyf♥ gona bring me to a doc later .
sweet urhs ?
but that idiot is sleeping still .
tummy hadnt been feeling well since yesterday's evening ?
had only meehoon kuey && fishball soup for the whole day .
the feeling sucks ! )):
there is a stupid big cockroach at home .
it just wont die !
playing hide and seek with me now .
tried hitting it . yet it freak me out by running under my feet !
eeeeeewwwwwwwwwww !
well , i wonder how my week is gona be like ?
good or bad ?
we were at 755 slacking ytd tgt with hazel , ah su , eric , adam , cikai and a few more .
were saying about "shi jie mo ri "
i asked them what would they wanna do .
hazel told me she will spend 3/4 of the time with her faily && 1/4 with vincent
(she is always thats sweet ehs ?)
ah su say he will gather everyone in the family . want die also die tgt .
for me ... well ...
i will wanna be boyf♥ little wifey (:
i dont know what will happen next time .
i dont know how long we will be tgt .
i dont know will we get married eventually .
but for now , i wanna be tgt with him as long as we can .
*♥ing boyf whole hearted-ly in progress *
&& also use all my money to bring family out for a wonderful last meal .
shall update a little later (:
(provided there is something for me to post urhs)
gona go back to granny house for dinner tonight .
to celebrate father's day ?
11:59 AM
Monday, June 15, 2009
-one week-
1.32am ,
i'm still not asleep && there is school later on at 10.15am .
boyf♥ has officially completed his BMT and passed out .
super duper proud of him !
i didnt get to take a pic with him that day .
due to some reasons ~
boyf♥ has one week off !
but he got to go back later on to pack his stuffs first .
his one week is mine ! (:
alrights ,
pictures uploaded . but not all . too lazy .
-off to bed !
i think they should install air-cons , its freaking hot !
saw him , saw him ?!
ATTENTION !
me && eileen's tag .
boyf♥ had a performance . and its ultra nice . superboy ! 
i spotted him okays ! though its quite a distance from my seat .
"we were once the sons of the sea~"
"BANG BANG BANG!"
he was soundly asleep when i took it (L) . guess he gona go crazy if he saw this here ! (:but IDC ! (i dont care !)
12:37 AM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
seem a little weird urhs . but that lousy chair from giraffe had my legs with with black thingy . -.-
cleaning in progress and mervin took this shot .-when are we going back to the past?-
thursday,
went to school .
i am early ! i am the third one to reach the class ?(i'm always late for 9am class)
GEOG - its killing me . whats with the weathering ?!
MATHS - nothing much .
PHYSICS - electricity . i wanna sleep . and that mr suryanto keep gei siao ask me questions the moment when i am gona shut my eyes . irritating !
head down to meet the rest with my lovely girl ; tilia .
this girl also very irritating . whenever i shut my eyes , she will talk to me if not ask me not to sleep .
movie-ed . ghost of girlf past .
not really nice though . rate it 2.5/5 .
had some "amazing race"
unforgettable i tell you ! we were like some mad people .
head to giraffe .
homed .
friday ,
stayed at home .
eyes were alittle swollen and red .
eye-shit a lot alot .
blah blah blah .
dyed my hair . (no colour)
thanks jaslyn ! (:
headed to chomp chomp to had dinner with her .
headed to serangoon central to get my contact lenses , else i cannot see my dearest❤ boy clearly tomorrow . i dont wanna miss it !
headed to her house to get back my bag .
homed .
i am msn-ing with my coussy;eileen .
it seems dumb .
cause we are both under the same roof .
&& we are away from one another less than 100m ?
we are like talking about our tenant .
its just so so so so so weird with him around and being so friendly .
hahas .
&& i am proud to say i am a genius .
my coussy knows best
*blink blink blink*
p/s : men are the weirdest animal in the world !
i cant wait to see dearest❤ marching proudly in front of me later !
hope things dont go wrong ~
1:54 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
i cant sleep , so was listening to songs . thai songs to be exact . (:
there is this particular song -chai si
expressing how i'm feeling now , what i wana say to him.
there is this particular song -chai si
expressing how i'm feeling now , what i wana say to him.
nice nice song .
2:20 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
-you must be a thief ; you've stolen that precious heart of mine-i'm angry angry ~
all my msges are gone !
stupid hand of mine , go do what hard reset thingy ! )):
did not go to school today ,
overslpt .
had different kinds of dreams .
dont wanna mention it , kinda scary though ...
movie tomorrow with classmates (:
3 more days to boyf's❤ p.o.p
little sis just came to aunt's place .
hope she dont turn the house upside down tgt with small cousin ...
10:10 PM
CLASS30A !
UNITED AS EVER (:
HUNKS ?
MY BELOVED BABES ! ((:-tiredddddddddddddddd-
firstly , happy bday to mervin lay !(090609)
had a small little celebation for him in class .
school had been a soso .
physics , new topic .
english , ITS ALL ABOUT THINKING .
break , had lor mee .
mathematics , TOA CAH SOH .
i slept during maths class .
damn damn tired .
eyes are still swollen and blood shot ?
i'm going blindddddd.
how , hOW , HOW ?!
thank God , i've not forgotten about toa cah soh .
so i still know a little .
shall ask for a little help from my beloved classmates . (:
during break ,
we went to tiong bahru market to makan makan .
had lormee with shark fin meat .
SHARK FIN MEAT .
it taste alittle weird to me . no braised egg as well .
picked up a two dollar note in the cab .
hahs .
ruth and kelly noticed it and told me .
so i just pick up lurhs !
2 dollar ehs ! which means , our cab fare cost only 2 dollars instead of 4 !
3 more days to boyf❤ p.o.p!
2:56 AM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
-silence is sure golden .- (:
got back from yishun not long .
no 755 for me today .
had long john .
boyf❤ cut his hair again .
i find it so stupid urhs ,
cut cut && CUT !
9 dollars somemore .
P.O.P ! so fast laasss . 2 months has passed (:
i cant wait to see that idiot marching .
proud of you boy❤ ! (:
saturday ,
went to gek house .
the thingy turned out to be a toaster rather then an oven .
muffins didnt turn out well . FAILURE .
tried baking cookies since i had ingredients left .
thanks gek for the suggestion .
i cant say the cookie taste nice ,
but its still acceptable ?
boyf❤ says its nice -but i think he is lying , he just wanna make me feel better .
but i appreciate though . loves .
wasnt in a good mood -boyf❤ kena from me again (sorry!)
10:09 PM
Friday, June 5, 2009
-fcuk you - (:
no calls from my boy❤ yet .
had been mapling and sacrificing my sleep as well .
cant even bothered to blog (:
cant wait to see boy tmr (:
will be waking up kinda early to go to gekgek[laoma] house to bake !
bought everything already .
cousin eileen❤ accompanied me to Hougang Redman to buy .
thanks ar ! (:
*hope nothing goes wrong*
i'm still missing a measuring cup .__.
fcuking pissed off with her ?
think i'll be jealous ?
nahs , sad to say , i'm not (:
eat all you want , shop all you want .
thanks to you ,
i'm even more determined to study hard and win you in everything .
you think you can "eat" me ?
wait till you are out in the society and dare to "eat" others then say laass .
your thing cannot find jiu is me ar ?
no hand find ?
already say in room right ?
kao beh kao bu .
also not i put one .
get out of the house asap lah .
ask me go back my aunt house ?
why not you go back your own house ?
what a joke la .
using vulgarities doesnt show how great you are (:
i cant be bothered anyway (:
11:34 PM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
-we were like the balloon and string ; tied together tightly , securely .-hahs , i'm still feeling happy && LOVED .
because i had no quarrels with my dearest❤ today .
i had been having long hours of sleep recently ,
dearest❤ is sure gona call me a fat pig if he saw this i guess .
sitting in front of the computer after i had my lunch cum dinner .
still looking for an oven .
argh , why cant i be rich ?!
oh God , HELP ME !
nowadays , the weather is ...
buay tahan !
everyone at home was like drinking ice water non-stop .
stupid global warming~
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nothing much to blog about .
never go out mahs .
7:35 PM
- i believe we will make it till old -i'm a happy happy girl ! (for now.)
everything is back to normal .
thank God for that .
dearest❤ sent me a night msg that really touched me .
i had that assurance that i've longed for finally .
this quarrel was the worst of all .
i hope no more quarrels coming out .
but thank God we've got that strength to hold onto it .
if not , i'll be all alone now i guess .
i love you tmh❤ !
{one and a half more week to your P.O.P!}
{5 more days to third monthsarry}!
had lots of spam calls ytd(2june) ,
first time though .
did not go to school .
was tired , very tired .
i did nothing much today .
pratically , i had been sleeping and sleeping AND SLEEPING .
i just feel so tired laaassss .
okays , i am freaking desperate for an oven now .
for me to do some baking .
gona suprise dearest❤
so , kind souls out there ...
anyone willing to lend me their kitchen to use the oven on saturday ?!
oh my tian , oh my tian .
if really no choice jiu have to go ......
(for me to know , for you guys to find out !)
for the month of june :
i want no quarrels .
i want to control my spendings .
i shall learn to be a good girl .
i shall wait for dear❤ to do what he is supposed to do during his break from camp.
i shall learn how to save money ,to get the camera i want !
thats all for now (:
*yawnssssssssssss*
I LOVE MY BOYF TAN{❤} !
1:11 AM
Monday, June 1, 2009
-you made me confused-just woke up from my sleep not long .
did not sleep since yesterday4pm till around 3 ?
almost 24hours .
i mentioned the word .
the word which i fear most ,
the word i've told myself never to mention it at all ,
the word that i have to bear the consequences .
yet now , he can treat as if nothing has happened
i'm confused .
i will see how things go .
i dont want to let go .
i really dont want.
11:31 PM
Sunday, May 31, 2009
-was everything just a lie ?--will panadols do their job ?-
saw that girl's picture ?
yeas , that was what i had been doing for the past week .
i've got no idea what am i supposed to do now .
being yelled at .
vulgarities one after another being thrown at me .
not believing me .
harsh tone .
i wish i could just leave the world .
but yet , no idea how to .
i'm irritating , i'm stupid , i'm siao , i'm fat , i'm an idiot .
whatelse ??
people asked me to leave .
yet i chose not to .
cause i believe .
yet a sentence from you , threw me down from heaven to hell .
you'll never know .
the attitude changed 360 degrees .
what was the reason for this .
i tried to voice out .
but nothing turn out good .
as long as we msged or call where there is something wrong ,
nothing can be solved .
why are you forcing me to leave?
treasure ?
am i asking too much?
everyone was so fucking against me .
including you this time round .
do i really desrve this .?
i tried to tolerate all those things happening to me everyday.
not telling you ,
just in case you got so worried that you would not be able to concentrate in camp .
in the end ?
till now , i still feel like leaving home and never to come back .
3 of those make me feel like puking already .
i dont know how laaasss .
iwishyoucansitdownandreallythink .
this is the first time after since you entered navy
we never meet on sunday .
i'm not sure what is gona happen next .
5:50 PM
boyf is out at ah pig house && i am home sweet home !
just realise boyf can be very caring ?
lols , will cover blanky for me de horhs ! (:
*awwww*
i am feeling kinda pissed off .
i am not gona elaborate out ..
once again ,
PEGGY FUCKING HATE PEOPLE USE VULGARITES ON HER !
want people help , treat people better abit .
only never help do , jiu use vulgarity on me .
inmagine you're in my shoes ,
how would you fcuking feel ?
was at 755 (yishun).
kinda late already .
quite a distance from 755 to krislan there .
so didnt go buy nasi lemak eat . ):
peggy is damn hungry now .
meeting boyf early in the morning .
ton-ing ...
boys over flowers , here i come ! (:
update*
i am back from from somewhere .
thanks steph for the advice .
i have no idea what to do next .
in just a few hours ,
so much things happened .
i think i am losing him soon .
ifeelsomiserablenow.
1:54 AM
Friday, May 29, 2009
-lost without you-yeas , i am at home .
all that idiot jaslyn's fault .
her phone is still off .
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boyf is booking out soon .
hope nothing goes wrong .
i swear i hate that little cousin of mine .
spoilt brat .
ask him go bathe also like want his life .
so smelly , so dirty .
wanna lie on the bed .
hello !
personal hygiene .
the bed is not only yours yeas ?
if its your own bed , i then fcuk care you .
fcuk your stupid attitude .
please dont behave as if you are the king .
we keep quiet doesnt mean we aint angry with you .
i wanna see wil you behave in front of your dad .
please dont bully your mum .
watch out .
3:52 PM
-i wish what i heard today , aint gona happen .-kept waking up and sleeping back again .
i'll be so dead when school reopen .
shall synchronise my body clock soon .
woke up at around 11.30am ?
damn early .
first time , no school , wake up so early .
stepmum wanted to meet me .
tgt with second sis .
since there is nothing to do ,
&& i've been "hidding" myself at home for the past few days ,
why not ?
met around 2 plus at j8 .
went to pizza hut for my brunch .
i usually had my lunch around 3 plus 4 ?
walked around .
head to woodlands to fetch stepsis .
had dinner in KFC at causeway point .
head back home .
what is wrong with the both of us .?
i was kinda taken aback by what you've said .
it has never ever went through my mind before , NEVER .
i could not give you a definite answer at that point (i'm sorry)
hope nothing goes wrong when i meet you after you booked out .
*please dont give me that bo-chup attitude anymore*
hais .
will be meeting jaslyn ;siaokia
at hg mall to get hair dyes .
after dye-ing ,
gona go to farrer park to get the tickets .
with all these ,
i shall end my post with this first pic i've ever taken with my small little stepsis (:
i told myself , i will not let go easily cause you really meant the world to me . after losing her , i told you you're the only one i can lean on now . i just hope we can go back to the past . i'm just like a girl walking round and round in a dark and huge room now . walking around aimlessly , no one leading me to the exit . so alone , so scary . its like , i wouldnt know what is gonna happen the next second . will you secure me like i'm some kind of rare gems?
1:47 AM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
-endure ?-
-love can be so cold.-
-was everything just a lie?-
just as i thought i was the luckiest girl in the world ,
having a boyf that constantly reminding me how much he loves me .
suprising me by waiting under my block when i thought he will never do it .
sayang me whenever i do some complainings and stuffs .
never fails to apologise to me in our quarrels even though he is not in the wrong .
there are just too many things to mention .
things came crashing down .
another quarrel broke out .
if i hadnt play that idiot monopoly ,
nothing would have happen .
this time round ,
things got real serious .
at first i thought why should he make a big fuss over the fact that i am just playing a game and suggested on msging .
then i realise it was about his p.o.p .
he said his off to bed .
fine , tmr then talk about it .
apologise and talk things out nicely .
nothing shall go wrong . (:
called me around 2am +
just when i was bathing .
NOTE : PEGGY LOATHES PEOPLE USING VULGARITIES ON HER .
i hung his call and tell him i'm bathing .
he replied , using the word wtf at the end of his msg .
i got real pissed off and upset .
he doubted me again .
the word breakup is mention over and over again in our conversation .
its really driving me crazy .
i wish i could just die .
whatever ways it could be .
till then , i'm still thinking .
is this what we call tresure cause we once lost it before ?
i dont expect any returns in our relationship .
what i've done was just to assure you ,
assure you that i'll always be there .
cause i know its tough and stressful in camp .
but it turn out so wrong .
why did you mention the word so easily ?
why are you forcing me to leave you now ?
i'm fcuking hurt .
i dont know how am i suppose to react .
do you still love me ?
its a question for me .
P.O.P ,
i know how much it meant to you .
cause its really once in a life time for you .
yet , this girlf was so "clever" enough to know about it .
i'm sorry .
washing my face with tears ,
memories flashed back .
i dont even know when i've fallen asleep .
all i know ,
i'll love you always .
i'm not gona blog for the next few days unless i feel like or things got better .
dont be suprise why you guys cant get through my phone at certain time ,
i've just off my phone .
ps: won 7 tickets to the rihno tour; thanks nuffnang .
pss: school fees increase by 30 dollars .
psss : i hate the month of may .
5:14 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
last night was bored so took some pictures (:
the ones that i am wearing a blue top was before i had my hair cut .
&& saw the winnie the pooh ?
dearest got me that (:
8.40pm .
another boring day .
no msges from my boy yet .
misses him tons urhs .
photography tmr ,
not sure if i'm going anot .
texted kermise but no reply .
was in front of the com the moment i got up .
before that headed to shengshiong to get some food .
shall cook some food to eat now (:
tata .
ps: i'm craving for some peach tarts !
8:34 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
9.38pm .
peggy is only awake for like 3 hours plus .
slept at around 8am .
cause was watching boys before flowers .
i like ji hoo && gu jun pyo !
hahas ,
i wish boyf could be like jun pyo .
or maybe ji hoo .?
aiyah ,
abit of each .
PERFECT .!
anyway ,
just a few more weeks before dearest complete his BMT .
after that will have one week break i guess .
baking session coming up ! (:
9:26 PM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
-i will not leave you (: love you !-
hahs ! just receive a nighty from my superboy .
sure sweet . (:
just want him to know ,
i dont need his sorries .
i can forgive all his mistakes cause i love him (:
saturday .
woke up quite late .
when boyf booked out ,
i'm still in bed .
decided to meet at amk hub for ichiban shushi .
wanted to let him wait for me this time round .
so dilly dally .
left house && was shocked he was under the block !
cousin spotted him first .
silly boyf of mine .
really didnt expect he will do such thing (:
had ichiban && went back to yishun .
slacked .
went to play a round of L4D and head back home tgt ,
packing nasi lemak && beancurd !
sunday.
woke up ,
wash up and everything .
cooked curry maggi mee(he has been hinting me for weeks) for dearest .
went back to yishun .
ate , walk around northpoint .
went to 730 for awhile .
&& send dearest back tgt with cikai .
head back home after that .
NO SCHOOL TMR ! (:
shall study a little yeas ?
i'm starting to miss dearest .
hug me tight once again ...
11:42 PM
Friday, May 22, 2009
- will you hold my hands and lead me on forever ?-close to twelve && no calls or msges from my superboy yet .
arghhhh , feel so insecure .
went back to school get my results && had lunch with tiffany and evelyn .
overall failed only geog .
arghs , just a little bit more .
head to hougang to meet my bitch ,
met tilia as well .
went to have a haircut .
not really used to it .
short fringe .
like some nerd .
heng i never go cut bangs .
head like some kind of apple shape .
lols .
dont be guilty laasss mingmin ! (:
went to hougang mall walk walk
kena drag in by some aunty to do pedicure .
was actually 28 .
then i told her i at yishun do only 22 nias .
then she like no business so ,
okay lorhs 20 .
i saved 8 dollars !
cant wait to show it to boyf tmr .
dye-ing hair session tmr .
gona head back to hougang to get the dye .
my hair stylist for the day will be JCMC !
wonder how is boyf now ):
not really in the mood to blog now .
tired ...
11:03 PM
time check , 4.04am
yeas ,
insomnia .
wonder if i'll get dearest's call or msg around 4 plus .
since he is waking up at that time .
live firing today for him .
hope things will go smoothly .
i'm sure he can do it.
cause he is my superboy .!
(:
cant wait for saturday .
one , able to see my boy .
two , we are gona have a good talk about all those stupid things that are happening recently .
three , love and pampering coming my way !
-a text from my super boy !-
had been tgt for 2months and 2weeks .
long ? short ? i've got no idea .
dearest has been in navy for 1 month plus or so already .
fast yeas ?
BMT is gona be over soon .
actually ,
i'm see-ing him like almost 24hours whenever he booked out ?
love him tons !
dear ,
As to whatever thing that is gona happen to the both of us ,
nobody knows.
but i'll still press on .
going through all the ups and downs together with you .
being faithful since the day i'm with you .
cause you'll always give me the best and not second ,
loving me whole hearted-ly
just wanna let you know you're always in my thoughts .
&& i've never stop loving you .
your girl (:
3:57 AM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
-pimples ? i dont care ! I LOVE YOU ! -
tough tough week .
getting back report book tomorrow .
no one pei-ing me go .
if boyf is out he sure will pei me de ...
CIP today .
machiam like training for muscles siol .
although its just arranging and putting papers .
but the continuous actions make me damn tired and hands were aching .
went to market to have my first meal of the day with tilia
behaving like crazy woman today ,
i dont know why .
took 147 home with tilia
boring boring life ~
good luck to boyf for his live firing tomorrow
i dont care ,
i want you , i want you , i want you , i want you , i want you !
(:
8:07 PM
boyf ,
i may never get to see you as often as i want
or hold you in my arms through out the night
but deep in my heart ,
i know ,
you're the one that i truly loves and cant afford to lose .
can you tell me what to do ?
i need to be love by you .
12:41 AM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
-shoo ! quarrel , shoo ! -told you May aint a good month .
quarrels between couples happen so often .
including me .
hadnt been in good terms with dearest .
not much communication nowadays .
blame it on my attitude .
i just cannot take it when he bring out the past .
well , maybe one day he will not be able to tolerate that unreasonable girl anymore .
peggy is lost !
"tonight i've fallen && i cant get up"
i need some love and pampering from boyf A.S.A.P ! ):
went to school today for CIP ,
collected my english and maths paper as well .
maths ,
53/80 .
not the result i want .
unhappy with it .
english ,
18/30 .
not suprised .
thats my standard .?
shall improve some more .
tonight i shall talk nicely to dearest .
patch things up .
no more quarrels please .
i dont want you to go back to last time .
dear , i miss you ):
9:01 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
peggy so want this camera !
its canon IXUS 100IS !
i want RED one !
any kind souls out there wanna buy for me .??
hahas .
oh my tian , oh my tian .
i've also participated in their contest .
if i win , i'll get the limited edition diamond studded IXUS 100 IS camera !
that camera is damn nice laaasss .
so people , please vote for me laass ~
http://goto.canon.com.sg/ixus100is/#/stylebook/vote/
page 6 and pic with a girl in green and two more girls
i used the pic that has me , kelly && tilia .
did not go anywhere today ,
did not go to school . (:
7:28 PM
- i wish i could brainwash myself -yeas , i wish i could brainwash myself whenever i think there is a need to .
or having a time machine .
not a bad idea yeas ?
but its a soooo impossible wish .
the month of may hadnt been great i guess ,
quarrels , exams , tons of problems .
well , i wonder when will i go crazy .
sometimes i tell myself i cannot take it anymore .
yet there will be this force pushing me to carry on .
why cant i be 18 or 19 ?
so that i can do whatever i want ?
no no no ,
more freedom .
earn more money
or whatsoever .
i know what i am doing right now.
i have a clear vision of what i want .
boyf , studies , o level , poly .
people might think a boyf for me this time will be a distraction .
BUT ,
i dont think i am doing badly now .
having weekdays to concentrate on studies
and weekends all to my boyf .
hmms ,
just a little lesser of quarrels ,
a little lesser of financial problems ,
a little lesser of kaobeh-ing from people ,
a little of telling me what to do ,
a little lesser of this ,
a little more of time ,
a little more motivation for studies
a little more of that .
hahs , shouldnt be a problem i guess .
peggy thinks she is old enough to think .
&& have to learn to think
cause the most impt person in her life has gone to a faraway place
&& cant be there for her anymore .
well ,
this coming holiday onwards , i shall :
- have a week of enjoyment
- have a week of study .
- have a better control over my expenditure from the month of june .
- learn to be a good good girlf
- learn to be a good good girlf
- wait for dear to have his p.o.p && make up that one week for me .
etc etc .
should i or should i not sleep .
3.35am .
weird timing .
gotta wake up at 8 later .
just worried cannot wake up ~~
PEGGY WANNA DYE && CUT HER HAIR SHORT !
2:59 AM
Monday, May 18, 2009
- i wont leave you-
peggy is fcuking pissed off right now ,
shall not elaborate .
arghhhhh ,
alrghts ,
went to school to get my papers .
was supposed to reach at around 10.15 ?
but i was too tired .
hence went at 2 .
got back my chem paper .
not very good though .
although top in class tgt with mervin ,
same marks .
39.5/60 ?
what a score yeas ?
i'm not very happy .
was going through papers then i realise miss sally count wrong marks .
short of one mark .
lols.
ended up i am really the top of the class .
eith a score of 40.5/60 .
hahs ,
but i am still not happy though .
after class went to find miss tiff ,
got back my paper .
amazingly ,
I PASSED !
didnt expect .
cause i did not study at all !
the most is like just read through ?
got 9/15 for MCQ ,
&& 32.5/50 for ESSAY .
i was thinking did i fail badly ,
got a bad dream during the night .
i dreamt that i've got only 13/100 .
ridiculous ! lols .
physics ,
stupid mr suryanto make me stand there wait for him like an idot .
cause he is like talking to mr koh ?
that lousy maths teacher ?
who speaks so fast ?
&& yet i cannot catch up .
.__.
when i tell mr suryanto say i wanna get back my paper .
that mr koh was like saying ,
" i wont return to my student , those who never come for my lesson will not get back their papers
and i was like .
come on laasss .
you think all teacher are you arhs ,
you dont return thats your problem laaasss .
also not my problem .
i also not your student .
heng i not your student also arhs .
mr suryanto didnt want to let me know my marks .
at first i got this feeling i failed .
cause the paper was really very hard .
&& i fell asleep during the paper .
JOKE .
but when i got back the paper ,
i was like HENG ARHS !
hahas ,
i've got like 37/60 ?
though just pass laasss .
contented . (:
after that ,
went to shaw tower to have thai food with
kelly , tilia , kermise .
not bad , quite nice .
that was my first meal of the day as well .
homed after that . (:
ENG && MATHS paper tmr !
i die die also must passssssssss !
if not i can really go bang wall .
worried for my eng . ):
wait for my news people !
sakae sushi on thursday with my compassvale clique .
misses them tons .
i'm left with 20 bucks for the week .
which means , no spending of money from tmr till thur !
OH NO !
i need moneyyyyyy ):
caitou has promise to sponsor me for the gucci lanyard .
lols .
but its non-authentic .
but grade AAA de .
i'm fine with it .
she is right ,
not point getting such an expesive one .
when its like i can get a close to authentic one at the price of 28 !
thanks cai tou ! ((:
having insomnia lately ,
can only sleep around like 3 -4 plus ?
thats really bad .
and i cannot wake up the next day for the early class .
oh no ~
i've strained my neck ):
it hurts !
i need dear now
7:20 PM
-iloveyoulittlehusband-
12.18am ,
my dearest boy is asleep .
and i'm here blogging (:
dearest book out around 8am
&& gave me a call at 5 am plus when he woke up
(DISTURB)
came over at around 9.30am .
left home around 4 plus && head back to yishun .
dearest got me my unagi chips !
nothing much ,
slacked at 755 again .
dearest left at around 7 pm
stay at 755 with vincent they all till 10 plus .
blah blah blah .
will be getting back my papers tmr ,
doubt i did well .
)):
its gona be tough on dearest this week ,
and he has been telling me he is very stress .
kinda worried for him .
dont worry boy ,
girlf will always be there .
i promised you to behave and be your good girl .
i will do it .
i wont lie to you de nahhhsss .
SILLY ~
12:11 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
12.04am
i found out something ?
why must you tell me ?
i regreted asking you to say out .
how dumb , stupid or whatever you name it .
i just feel like crying now .
what am i to you actually .?
i am such a naive girl .
loving you so much ,
&& yet this is what happen .
i feel like killing myself now .
12:04 AM
Friday, May 15, 2009
i am not in a good mood .
seriously not .
just feel that things are not in the way i want .
yeas , things dont always go the way we want ,
but certainly ,
there are times where we can make it go our way rights ?
i'm so dissapointed with that someone .
that person might know who i am talking about
when that person reads my blog .
there are times we had the craziness tgt ,
we crap tgt ,
we kao beh one another ; ended up laughing .
you some sort of scolded me when i do stupid things .
you want me study hard .
you know my deepest secret that no ones know ;
knowing how guilty i am about that thing .
i dont have to think whether or not to tell you anything .
happy say happy ,
not happy jiu not say happy .
you accompanied me to get my O level result .
when even my mum didnt .
yet today , 150509 ,
you disappointed me by saying you wanna put tattoo .
its know about putting anot actually .
but ,
you asked me to study .
but what about you ?
lets not say about your friends ,
i've got no rights .
&& i aint a good friend either.
you were actually doing fine .
now , you're not schooling anymore .
what you wanna do ?
lying around at home doing nothing ?
gaming or keep going out with friends ?
you say you wanted to work .
but , did you go and find ?
i dont encourage you to work .
study should be our piority now .
why let people look down on us .?
maybe you dont care ?
but , i care for you .
cause i treat you as my friend .
we're old enough to think .
if you think whatever you're doing is right ,
go ahead and do .
just dont regret as times goes by .
&& remember to tell me whatever things you had in your heart .
dont keep it to yourself .
it really hurts ...
take care my friend .
if God really come down to earth one day and tell me his is willing to grant me a wish of mine .
i will tell him ,
bring me along with him .
so i will have no troubles or worries in this world .
or even , to brainwash me .
&& let me love that him once again .
no quarrels in our journey .
i wish i could sleep forever && never to wake up .
give me the defination of friends .
do i have a friend ?
why do all these people claim to be my friends
yet they do things that friends shouldnt do .
this happen a lot of time in pri and sec school life .
now ?
i'm not sure though .
life is getting more and more tiring .
i feel like going to sentosa again .
probably one day ,
when i think its time to be alone ,
maybe i'll go there .
i dont think anyone can find me .
5:59 PM
- he dont want to care about me anymore-
freaking tired .
back home like around 2am .
had a long day indeed .
it started off when i woke up like 7 am ++ ?
slpt back && woke up at 9 plus .
did my stuffs && head to school .
to STUDY .
i didnt manage to study for chem the previous night .
i managed to concentrate for like 2hours in school ?
after paper , head to bukit merah to have mac with tilia .
did CIP ,
decided to go sentosa .
RANDOM .
thats my first time going out with a whole group .
lols ,
had fun .
pictures will be uploaded SOON .
my dear kelly is sending me the pics now .
loves ...
headed to jalan kayu to have pratas again .
cabbed back home .
home sweet home .
i had a bunch of sweet and loving friends !
there is no school tmr ,
i shall spend all my time sleeping !!
do some packing ?
the room is freaking messy .
filled with all my notes .
all notes are not organised .
pile and pile of it .
time to arrange it before its too late .
i miss dearest . ):
how perfect can a girl's love story be ?
will he be the one to complete my love story ?
&& make it like those in fairy tales ,
happily ever after .
prove it to me boy , i want you to be the one .
ily .
*update 4.14am
saw this in someone's blog .
lols ,
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS
kiss on stomach= be ready for sex
kiss on forehead= expressing love for him/her
kiss on ear= seducing
kiss on cheeks= cute
kiss on hand= i adore
kiss on neck= we belong together
kiss on shoulder= i want you
kiss on lips= i love you
WHAT THE GESTURE MEANS
holding hands= we definitely like each other
slap the butt= that mine
holding on tight= i dont want to let go
looking into each other eye= liking each other
playing with hair= tell me you love me
arm around waist= i like you to much to let go
laughing while kissing= i'm completely comfortable with you
2:46 AM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
alrights , 2.01am .
i cant sleep .
will be going school early later to study .
nuffnang has a contest && i'm gona try my luck .
----------------------
“The things I want to do with my family!”
well , there are many things i want to do with my family .
like having a day out in a yatch(rent one) , an overseas trip .
we had never done this before.
everyone is so busy with their own activities .
the most we have is just a simple dinner at aunt's house .
an overseas trip like bangkok will do ?
all i wish for is spend more time with one another ,
spending time , have a stronger bond with one another .
shopping with all the aunty in the family will be good .
behaving like a typical singaporean .
asking for discounts and etc .
how nice will it be if the whole family is in a yatch ?
enjoying the scenery , the breeze .
relaxing ourselves .
throwing all our homeworks for the kids and work for the adults for just a day .
it wouldnt do any harm i guess . (:
there is so much things i want to do with m family .
but if i had the money ,
i will fufill this two first !
if not , a trip to singapore flyer !c(:
isnt it great to plan for a family outing .?
so , what are you guys waiting for ?!
Start planning for your own Family Day Out on 30 May 2009! Visit www.nfc.sg!
1:59 AM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
-yeas , i'm missing you -
maths was not that good i guess ,
anw it over .
chemistry will be the last paper .
shall study HARD later .
after school took train to tampines ,
when i reached ,
siao kia say go tiong find kevin .
.__.
waste my money .
head back to tiong && see kevin eat .
keep kao beh him cause he ate damn slowwwwwww .
slacked at nearby block .
there is this small little boy ,
jackie ; potential ah beng .
pri 5 only .
kids nowadays ~
ahs , dont wanna say much .
just bunch of small little kids .
lols .
entertaining though .
ouh ouh ,
got this girl say my hair very nice !
*blush blush*
took 147 back ,
me && siao kia slpt throughout .
almost missed my stop .
back home ,
bathe .
&& here i am (:
9:15 PM
- as time passed by , i realised your importance-till now ,
no calls or msges from boyf .
i wonder what is he doing now .
sleeping ?
does he know i am worried ?
i am waiting for his call ?
maybe his tired .
maths later on ,
did not study .
shall study later .
burning midnight oil .
seeing a doctor later .
my eye is more swollen now .
sucks .
i dont feel like going school .
i need something to fill my stomach .
hungryyyyy ~
well , just edited my blog .
this blogskin has given me quite a lot of probs .
wanted to have another one .
but after all edits ,
i realise there is no post shown .
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alrights people .
thats all for tonight .
i miss boy . ):
*update :
12.51am boyf called me !
12:37 AM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
its 12.50am .
dearest boy must be asleep in camp now .
my eyes are swollen .
i'm feeling cold .
my body is feeling stiff .
since friday till monday ,
nothing has been good .
all i remember is quarrels .
dont know what wrong with both of us .
climax urhs boyf ?
monday ,
early in the morning ,
a quarrel started out .
AGAIN .
sometimes its not me .
but its really fustrating when you're running late for school && boyf doesnt wanna wake up !
cabbed to school .
a little late for geog paper .
i didnt really study much ,
yet i could somehow or rather write something out of it .
but i was having a hard time ,
thanks to the eye of mine .
its killing me though .
english was a soso ,
it was raining heavily && synergy 3 was damn freaking cold .
almost freeze to death .
but thanks to jesslin ,
i've got a zara kid jacket from her .!
she sacrifice for me !
*awwwww*
i'm touched !
physics paper was BAD .
cause i fell asleep while doing it .
was feeling damn tired .
but i managed to finish the paper .
i hope nothing goes wrong .~
head back to yishun after papers ,
slept in bus .
i am real tired .
i only had an hour of sleep .
cause dearest woke me up with his lovely sound ~
*oink oink*
it had been 4 hours plus since dearest booked in .
everything seems to be back to normal .
i hope it just stays like this .
ouh ouh !
&& dearest bought me a cute little winnie the pooh !
THANKYOU little husband {:
i'll promise you to be a good girl .
&& not making you angry already .
(i'll try my very best )
cant wait to see you on sunday .
LOVES !
-peggy needs a doctor ! -
12:25 AM
